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| yawn.so tired.has been wokring for 7 days straight full.im going to die.when im in NS tis kind of things wont happen.hais.i've really have to accept im in bishan.seriously i dun like bishan.every single things there is not the same as NS.i miss those days at NS.as weel as those old part timer.sometimes things changes very fast.not up to wad we expected.shuld i say i dun like everything there or i must say i couldnt adapt the changes?wad could i do.. frm oct till now i guess i have nv been really happy b4.wad the reason????????????????
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| argh.. has been so long since i last update my blog.
busying setting up Junction 8.sat will the opening day.actually i wnana get transfer.but i have no choice.how sad when i hav to leave novena.during my last day n 2nd last day i gt a lot of gift.nike ppl gave me a box full of their blessing n notes,old chang kee aunty gave me 5 chicken wing,cold storage aunty kept giving me sample,n wanni gave me flowers,yongtat treat me makan.all of tis i would nv 4get.thing like tat would always be kept in mine heart.thanks guy. TO NS PPL-thanks so much for the helps.leaving novena n going bishan.novena is like my home.a place where i learn n grow.couldnt bare to leave the place as i had lot stuff tat i couldnt let go.oh.. now ferrine hav to eat lunch or dinner herself =( tat day she msg me "when i was walking towards nike i look in new balance searching for u after tat den i realise u no longer there" awww sad right? no more ahjisen,nvm bishan gt alot.we can still eat =) hav prob in work.couldnt tink of Y n HOW COME? tml gonna do some setup too.. hav to rest well otherwise i will confirm fall sick.i still have to tahan alot of days...
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| hasnt been updating my blog for a long time. ok let me start wf today i bad day.can u all imagine.IM CHASE MY A CAT!!!! damn the cat! im damn scared of cats.i was on my way out den i saw a white cat.it stared at me.so i look back.i notice it was slowly coming down.so i ran.i threw all my things on the floor n ran as fast as i could.den there a passerby as i was screaiming i told the uncle " help me uncle got cat chasing me" but can u all guess wad happen? when the uncle saw me runnig the cat is gone. oh my god. i tink the uncle must be tinking tis girl crazy! bad day!! suddenly felt so much changes ard me.but i jus cant figure out wad happen.but seriously it made me felt not happy.
anyway i'll be transfering to bishan junction 8 in no time.GOODBYE NS! laoda is gone to RC den now me.wad will J8 be like? is the crowd there good? actually at 1st i dun wanna go over,but come to tink of it.im in the sales line.have to accept wad is given.mayb i can jus tink its a step higher as i go on.seriously i felt im getting lazier.i dun feel lyk going to work.i dun wad there i dun feel comfortable wf.
i had a bad stomache 2days ago.i brought my oil along.it helps! haha! tat day was a hard one for me.so many stock n only me brenson n yong tat doing.somemore my stomache pain.was having a slight fever too.i dunnoe wad has gone into me.since i start wrk i hav been always sick.isit the stress? the aircon? the food? or i dunnoe how to take care of myself?
ARGHH!! IM STRESS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BREAK ME FROM STRESS PPL. HELP ME
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| Tiring day.
new supervisor.laoda has left.he joined RC.hais actually im so sad bout his leaving.i guess i really cant bare to see him leave.i bought a super big pack of prawn cracker for him.he guess wad? he bought me a seaweed my fav! n a book.been working wf him for 6months.he's like a bro to me.protecting n take good care of me.teaching me wads right n wrong.indeed i learn a lot from him.thanks DA GE!
he msg me few days ago.he said he saw by blog.have to agree i really have a hard oct.i guess nov as well.thanks for ur support.actually kinda stress nowsaday.but i jus cant figure out wad im stress bout.thing keep coming to my mind.my positive thinking has been blocked by all my negative thinking.i oso dun noe wad happen.but i will always rem wad laoda say.he wanna to see me in future at the SUPERVISOR meeting. no promises tat will i be there.but i will work hard. change my carelessness away.focus on minor issue.cash most imp.BLACK N WHITE right? =)
yester when to have dinner wf ah yeow frene.she's so friendly.once she's in the car we have lots topic to chat bout.we xchnaged our nos.cos she's going hongkong n japan.i wnana her help me buy stuff! n im going taiwan! taiwan wait for me!!!!!!!!! hahaa.. now saving up my cash.learning driving.CAR wait for me.......hahaa..
having a bad toothache.which cause me to have fever.arghh!!! i hate DENTIST! i dun like to go dentist.but i cant stop eating sweets n ice cream.cos they r my fav.how? woo.. didnt see songting for a long time.. misses her.ferrine too.tat stupid girl nv work for 4 days.so i have to face the wall myself.=(
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| it has been so long since i last wrote my blog =) here i come... weeeeeee
i've been busying recently so didnt have the time to update my blog,i dun noe y recently my mood my att my temper becomes so bad,my mind kept thinking of all those bad things.i dunoe wad am i stress bout or wad im thinking.i feel like sharing n saying out.but i dun noe y seems like no one will actually understand my feeling.how can i sort out my mind?
played majong for few days i lost to him! i tink i lost $20plus.i guess im really into majong.majong majong majong time!!
i really hates n feel sad to see girls keep calling.wad shuld i do? how shuld i be? sometimes when i see those very sweet couples im thinking r they so sweet all the way? or behind it theres more? but i tink i really envy them.cos they can least be so sweet for tat time hold hands n shopping." er ren shi jie" i had nort have tis feeling for a very long time.sometimes i really wish a bf tat could listen to me whenever im sad or unhappy? give me advice.my prob will be his n his will be mine.but not like 2 person living in the different world,shar everything love dote care n be wf me whenever i needed.but when will this feeling comes?im not saying now im not happy.but say really its so much better den b4.but if its better i will be more happy.=) as i said.. lets time be the best judge.time will show us everything.wad i need to do now is jus to do wad i must n stop thinking.but i really love the time i used to be wf him.
then again work.stress,but im glad,there laoda to guide me along.i guess i made him disappointed tat day.the whole feeling seems to be so different.n i really not used.i dun like it.
feeling very down.reason=unknown. feeling very stress-reason=unknown feeling very tired-reason=unknown
feeling very unless-reason=i can do nothing,in relationship in work im a failure.
im no longer the happy go lucky iris u all noe =)
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